It’s radical how some days I wake up and you forget how to light me up. How the river between us floods and our bodies are too small  to swim across. It’s astronomical how big your smile gets when you notice the habits of the people around you. I’m sorry some days when you forget how to smile and the fear within you has claimed the throne. I’m needy some days when I wish your smile was simply because of me. I’m self righteous these days because I believe I deserve the world and more. But I don’t. You do.  You deserve to smile everyday and win yourself the prize of a lifetime all the while knowing you are safe. Safe to be your very best.