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if I had to count the times I held back tears in front of you
for the simplest reasons, I couldn't say
just know that it's too many and that shouldn't be okay
been subtle all this time and it doesn't seem to work
no matter how I try you keep acting like a ****
not knowing if you know yourself
the things you put me through
the fear that it's not enough, what I give to you
always wanting more then I'm willing to give
never wanting to take the time for me instead
selfishly in love with me, that is what you are
no one else is mine, yet you are still only yours
and all this time I thought you could change
should've known to spot my own mistakes
paying the price three years late