He saw you as a quick **** and a friend, sexurally attached. You were my soul so why choose him? You knew as well as I did once you said you were getting your own place it met moving in. While he pushed me away I fought for you. Even with the loss I love you. I guess I couldn't win every battle. When I'm gone I just hope you look back and remember the good times darling not the dark. -the boy you loved.