It's hard. To do the one thing. So many say. Should be easy. The physical world. Is all I know. Beyond that. Is theoretical. Which in have come to find is quite. Simple. When and how. Its textbook. Only my surroundings protest at its. Magnitude. I must be looking at this equation. Wrong. Two plus two equals four. Yet sadness and loss equal so much more. This rubix cube of emotions. Can it be solved?