whenever some of you
feel sad over someone
you might imagine it as
the ones you love
stabbing you in the back
and they expect you to apologize.

well, being someone with
a complicated mind
my anology is different.

you left me in the open sea
because you know
i'll be coming for you.

you know i always will.

the open seas was calm
but after that you summoned
the waves and hurricanes
with the order to **** me.

you know i'd survive
and you know
i would search for you
so you think you could throw
everything at me like that.

and after a while im thinking
maybe i'm overthinking us
and maybe you don't want me
so that's why you would do
such things to me

but still whenever i reached you
we would kiss like
we never did kiss before
but then you would repeat
the same cycle again.

and i would still come back to you.