I so appreciate all your amazing comments and beautiful thoughts.... I won't apologize because it was beyond my control. I was unable to use my voice I'm ill ....unwell, was in the hospital awhile... I may not catch up... or be able to do much more than breathe. I've been thinking too much I draw strength from my Father's well... I saw him from the hospital window a beautiful Bald Eagle so as I drink water..... I will try.