Certain things trigger thoughts and emotions, in me. Almost like memories but not quite.
I imagine myself in the situation I just saw (whether in a movie or TV show) and I am over come with the urge to scream and cry. To hit things around me.
But I don't know why. I can't figure out what it is, why I feel a connection to it. I role play online the situations, and I fight like hell.
I don't know why.
I don't know why I want to play these scenes out, why I want to fight. Why I want to feel like I'm in it.
I don't understand.
Nothing has ever happened to me. Nothing like that. I'm hurting and