There's so much out there to marvel over But yet i'm still here As much as i try to persevere Everything feels meager They make me feel like a minor leaguer, when they're a major leaguer Feeling inadequate for days and nights I know this feeling i'm feeling isn't right For me and my sanity I'm not tapering into insanity But i feel like i'm touching it briefly Am i transcending into the dark side? Not the one with sinister evil But the one with everlasting depression I can feel the compression And i can barely take it I just want to feel normal Is that so hard? I guess it is I'm just bored to pieces Deprived from the basics But i guess i can keep coping Until i fade away