From ashtrays I rise,
With a cigarette smile.
My circles are smoke,
Small and fading.

Heart heavy,
Sinking quickly,
Sick feeling.

Pursed lips drinking,
Sweet ignorance.
Dancing blissfully,
Tantalizing, tingly.

Heart heavy,
I'm dreaming,
Sick feeling.

Birthed by hatred,
Burning forever.
Fizzled but returned,
In a cloud of smoke.