walking from one
impossible
situation
to another
trying to be
so careful
about what you're
saying
only to be
ambushed
once again
by your own
words
who can deliver you????
is life worth
the living?
i
questioned
that
today...
if the only
purpose
for life
is to spare
another's
grief...
if that is my
only
value,
then
the price
for staying alive
is
way
too
high

cj 2016