When my mind was buzzed, a sabertooth swallowed me whole. His stomach wasn’t digesting me so there I was, just thinking about the life I had lived in the abyss of his stomach grits. I wanted my body to explode in glass pieces and break through his skin to escape, but all I was doing was playing with a messed up fate. As some would say, I made this arrangement to have this play date. “People are crazy!” was their debate. He wanted to satisfy his hunger, I wanted to succumb under the pressure and just accept what was whatever. It had always been a possibility to be the target someday- so now I was the prey. You can’t outsmart the hunter, you become meatier and meatier every day.