everything that smokes isn't always a gun but sometimes it is God doesn't always come in a pillar of fire but sometimes you burn and i still call it holy sometimes you hold me and i don't call it chains my skin remembers you long after you leave but i don't call it sunburn maybe i should maybe there was a gun 'cause i still have all these holes maybe you were God maybe you were hell but you burn even slower like a sunburn
i wrote this to take my mind off what i'm too scared to actually write about