How can I **** myself when I am already dead Struggling through endless time and this is where its lead I feel like a zombie, a walking bag of rotting flesh No heart strongly beating within my empty chest It's been shattered like fragile blown glass Falling for an eternity in a bottomless icy crevasse The hopeless confusion of this life seem endless What use is existing when there is no fiery love, it all seems worthless Made to see love's glowing light in other people's eyes When all mine do is turn red as I cry As darkness is all that cruises through my vains Because monsters where my only company, their the only things that came At the end of the Chase, this is where it lead How I wish I could **** my demons, but I'm already dead