dont even think about it killing yourself what's it really worth? Is it worth your future children? Your future spouse? Your future success? Suicide is stupid. Im sorry. But before you tell me that I don't understand, let me tell you a story I was 10 years old. My sister was going through a hard time. We were walking home. We opened the door. We walked through the kitchen and into the living room. My sister's body laid there. She shot herself. She was dead. We were so scared I remember my hands were shaking so bad, I couldn't open the door. The terror was so real nothing like the movies She thought she was taking away her pain, but she really only passed it to us. She took every opportunity she had away. Suicide *****. It isnt something to joke about. Please, you are standing there, imagining death. please, just. Dont. Its never worth it. To anyone hang on. Time must go on. things have to , have to get better. You only wait. Please, you know who you are. Just dont. Dont say your sorry, dont cut with the knife. Dont do anything to hurt yourself. Because in the end, the only one who will be saying sorry will be me to an open casket and I don't want that. Just. Dont. Do. It