I messed up Bad I'm sorry I keep apologizing even though I shouldn't I feel bad for hurting you Even though you hurt me more And never said sorry I still apologize Hoping you will take me back Because I left you The way you looked at me as I stared into the distance at what I thought was love Was like the way the dreamers look at the stars full of hope and happiness That doesn't cover up how much you put me down How much you made me feel bad about myself How much you made me feel I wasn't good enough The things you called me The way you treated me in front of our friends They told me how I should leave you and how dumb I was for staying And when I did I regreted it And here I am again apologizing I'm sorry