I have traced the war torn lips of death But never the relief of her graceful intimacy She found me in a bed made up of morphine With a stomach still regurgitating loss Her undertone was pitiful and the octave never changed But she was full of a warm embrace By the skin of my teeth, I have touched her only on days that consist of threes The hour of the unholy The hour that god sleeps And he plays my preys on repeat But humanity still hides at the thought of my farewells They reside between their bones and mourn their probable loss They hold no flowers of remorse nor confine But rather weep for their own, still and barely shifting Leaving me to soak in fears and fright They hold their lives in such decay, survival fit And disregard my uncertain departure In the face of death, many run home to hide beneath their beds To mourn the loss of a soul not yet left They fear the loss of their own in simulation And will not give up preys for reconciliation Leaving me to throb, to pulse and bleed dry in a bed made of white