I'll push the blade deeper in I'll swallow my pride and shed silver tears
To be near you I'll keep you close; I'll lie to the world To not lose you I'll be someone else; hide my true self
I'll smile the pain away I'll be the light that keeps you here
To not be forgotten I'll protect you To not be ignored I'll bare my soul to you
I'll sow my lips shut I'll ignore the fire and burn in solitude
To not be hurt I'll deny my feelings for you; deny the special glances we share To not be rejected I'll push you away; push away the heart you've began to tear
It's odd that I get to see my very past be recreated by someone else. Perhaps I can change their story however, perhaps they can have a better ending than mine. Perhaps.