"I want it because..." "But I'm already broken..." "I can't change..." "You don't care..." "I can do whatever I want..." STOP. LIES. I...
But...
But I want...
STOP
breath
I am nothing
STOP! YOU ARE WORTH IT NO MORE COMPLAINING THINKING YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE HURTING STOP STOP STOP
Stop fighting yourself *
Look up
looks down* STOP
FACE IT
but... STOP.
Think
open your eyes
get up
hold your head high
But I can't...
YES YOU CAN.
DO IT.
if only you understood you can't fully control every day come on child listen to my words stop feeling bad about yourself STOP because you are missing the wonderful, mystical moments with your head down
There is a war in my head, one that is hard to win. I want to sit and fall yet there is something....someone pushing me to STOP crying and to stand up.