I just wanted to say I'm sorry
I should have participated at your party
But I was upstairs instead
Laughing it up with friends hoping this would all get out of my head
At first it didn't seem real
But your presence was now gone at every meal
All this time I've tried to stay strong
Going about my life and pretending all along
But truth is this has always been killing me inside
But my feelings is something I try to often hide
I just wanted to say I'm sorry for all the things I've done
And that I truly forgive you too, so therefore the devil has not won
Even though I'll always regret not doing this when you were here
I know your looking down with a smile from ear to ear
I should have never taken one moment for granted
But that's something I can't change
So now I hope to go forward
And never make that same mistake
I love and miss you
And hope you miss me too
One day we will reunite again
So please wish me luck until then