why is it so hard to love me ?
why am i never up to ?
why do i  feel so silly ?
boring
stupid
complicated
empty
sensible
weary
old woman
lonely
.... lonely

why is it so hard to love me ?
I have so much love to give
a hungry puppy looking for love
trivial
predictable
invisible
annoying
misunderstood
disillu­sioned
disappointed
lonely
.... lonely