I cant stop thinking about The thing I want most. Not money or relationships Or a bunch of mind altering substances Just one more moment, To hear you say “i love you, seester.” i wish i didnt remember How cold and hard your arms felt Or the way your face looked, Blue and gray under a layer of Caked on stage makeup I miss you 100 times more today And i will miss you 100 times more tomorrow I will miss you 100 times more Everyday