The holidays are coming fast and my heart sinks as I count down each day. Replaying every memory, every smile and every **** Christmas song youβd always play. I canβt imagine the holidays without you. I did not hang any lights or pick out a Christmas tree. There are no presents or the smell baked goods, like there use to be. I did not hang any stockings or leave any cookies for old Saint Nick. The holidays are coming fast and I hope that they end quick.