God, I wanted to be a poet Yet, we both know That the only thing I have to do with poetry is its declamation and ethereal breath of wind I will be honest with you I donβt understand your poems Neither do I care about their meaning Scraping of a trembling voice Overwhelming noise I am again all alone out of tune chaos gone Wipe my eyes while I am losing myself In glory of deep tones In spasms and cracks of words I feel so high I feel so low This is what you made me for