I don't want another heartbreak I don't want to feel that pain I can't live with all that suffering Another man could bring I have opened my mind Before we ever kissed And suffered for myself Transformed my being How do I know You won't do to me What I can do to myself everyday But choose the hard way The work on myself to be patient way The internalize situations before confronting way The stop in my tracks to breathe way The constant fight to be better The vicious cycle of escaping relapse Is that not enough Is the pain you could inflict on me just You tell me now you love me You tell me now you wont leave You seem so sincere And I want to believe you But sincerity is a sin