I don't fit in This world Everywhere i turn It rejects me My father, though I know he means well Puts her kids first He neglects me Taking them out to the movies While I'm at home Starving Digging through the pantry And go to bed feeling empty And my brother, well, He has Chelsea And he never plays Games with me Like he used to Because he is too busy Playing with her And I go to bed Feeling empty While dad and Shelly Get friendly I fall asleep To their sounds I Fall asleep And never make a sound Because when I sleep I hope that If I don't die At least I'll dream