Do you allow yourself To drown in our memories too? It hurts my chest but I still smile thinking about those days we spent together. How cruel of life to give me something that makes me so irrevocably happy, and take it away so suddenly and so harshly.
If you saw me crying would you want to help me? If I died would it break your heart or would you not even attend the funeral? And if you did come to my funeral is that the only way I could get you to come see me again?