in a cathedral of my own making i am dust basked in sun light with hands stretched out to love the pillars that have held me up when the stained glass windows were celebrated for the light they let in and the most divine part of me the cracks of my temple at the bottom of my spine were left to widen like horizons begging to be spread farther were left like myths untold but all the stories are true and the smallest parts of me are not fables and myths left to keep your imagination alive and you afloat the smallest parts of me are particles that have held me up longer than you have and i may be alone just as many of us are but who has time to count a star when astronomers count galaxies on the tips of their fingers and i am but an atom of the universe just as we all are