I miss you, but I can't have you.
I miss your laugh, but I haven't heard that as of late.
I miss your art, but now I only see videos of you doing them.
I miss your friendship, but it ended too quickly.
I miss you, but you're hurting.
I miss our conversations, but those were taken away by him.
I miss our comfort, but that was gone when you asked that question.
I miss our trust, but I can't tell what was you and what was him.
I miss you, but you can't either.
I miss our closeness, but we both know it's gone over the years.
I miss our secrets, but I no longer want to tell them.
I miss our letters, but talking to you hurts too much.
I miss you, but I need this.
I miss my excitement, but I don't think you felt the same.
I miss my friend, but one question tore it all away.
I miss my happiness, but I don't know where that went.
I miss you, but...
I can't.
One final way to get out my emotions over this whole situation. It still pains me, and god I miss you, but I just can't. Not without being in pain. Hopefully I'll heal one day and we can start over, but until then...
I'm sorry. I'll always miss you.