I can feel it The pain bottled inside Laugh in my heart As I try and hide It's not leaving It's way to deep 'I think it's time You learn your keep' They whisper day and night I clench my pillows Trying to dream Of freedom willows Another time Another day They say it again No other way 'Learn your keep' What a thing to think As I sit a my desk Writing it down in ink The pain no longer felt Because I've found my keep As I hang from a rope And my eyes no longer weep