My heart search for love once again
After an endless confusion,
Of whether how true is forever
It needs an eternity to fill the void you left

You loved me twice,
That was before i knew love
And after you made me feel what it's about
Now i'm just all out of it

I wanted to let you know,
My love is as real as you faked it
Sometimes i want to keep living the illusion that we created,
The fiction of how i never love you,
And how you always loved me

But i got tired of pretending to be blind
I want the truth to open my eyes and see
To be broken is all i got to be
The love i expected is not for me

I'll packed my things and go
Move on to another place
To create a world full of wishes
Where i'll be living life how i wanted it to be

Cause i don't know if love exist in the real world
Or how it's going to work in everyone
If pretending is the only way,
Then i'll be forever living the life in illusions

If it's the only way to feel the love