I'm completely l o s t

between your legs
and my own thoughts
of being more
and feeling ****

I'm caught up
around the feeling of
you never coming back
and I cling to it

there's a whole universe
growing inside of me
but there's a black hole
of sadness swallowing it all

I don't wanna hear you or
your voice asking me
how am I, how do I feel,
because I feel cheated

I think I'm cracking up
and my home, oh God,
it isn't where it should be,
and I'm not where I should

I just sleep
and try
to feel better,
tomorrow.