Im begining to hurt again. I thought everything was fine.. I thought i could make my self happy Yesterday is my natal day It was so much ordinary I celebrate it all by my self Until the last minute of that day I was all alone eating my cake and Reapeting the "happy birthday" song Reapeting the blowing of candle.. It was so sad that few of them remember it. But its okay.. im getting use of it I was fine ohw! Im not after all..