He gave me all these letters and we have all these pictures but yet again he sits there and says our relationship ment nothing that he never loved me for anything more then my body and the fact that my house was a roof he could stay under and somewhere he was provided food and safety. He said I deserved to die after telling me a hundred times that if I died I he would die to because I was every breath he took that I was the very air that he breathes. He told me that with out me he would be lost but now he's telling me the complete opposite. He promised me he would never hurt me and now every word that comes out of his mouth is like a knife stabbing into my heart and into my back. And I remember how many times he told me that he loved me just to turn around and take it all back. He told me that he loved me in November he told me to leave you so I can be with him he told me that he would be with me forever and that he would never hurt me or lie to me but then again I went and I wasted 6 months with him just so he can go and hurt me and lie to me and leave me. I thought I was in love with him but then again that's not the first time I thought I was in love with somebody....I'm sorry