there are three states of matter. three states of Becky
solid. i am sturdy. i am for the rare times in my life responsible respectable hard to crack but if you do I am like glass i shatter it takes a long time to fix myself I crumple I realize though I thought I was indestructable one short fall on to the rock bottom and I am everywhere a mess a pain to clean up I promise even if you vaccuum I will still stab you in the sole of your soft foot when you are least expecting me
turn the heat up. I am liquid. emotions freely move about within me they are controlling my decisions controlling my life. I am liquid most of the time. you cannot break me for I am already broken into tiny molecules of who I am. I float along in my state of being rising with the temperature. who I am makes me angry it bubbles up inside of me popping splashing singing hurting those around me
dont get close. dont show me your skin. your real self. I will burn you when I boil I will hurt you stay away even though I ask you not to leave
my gasseous state is nothing at all numbness i feel less than air. less than anything that exists at all. I drift through life but I have no weight no passion nothing just a reminder of what I was who I am the people I've burned.
the scars i have left hold more of who I truly am than the me that is myself in this state.
the smell is the worst potent dank lingering long after I have begun to form the moisture on your upper lip
you will lick me off swallow me please don't wipe me away let me inside of you I won't hurt you anymore I promise