she had acne on her back and chest and sometimes she forgot to shave her legs she had small eyes and a loud laugh and sometimes she was annoying he had a pudgy stomach and sometimes he forgot to talk for a few days he hated himself and sometimes he carved patterns into his skin sometimes she would kiss his scars or his stomach sometimes he would snuggle into her back and insist she was funny sometimes they held hands in the hallway (hers were small and the nails were bitten and his were broad and the nails dusted with black polish) they weren’t very pretty but that was okay because sometimes she became so overwhelmed by his silence that she held him for days straight and sometimes he stopped her never-ending nervous chatter with soft lips on lips and sometimes when the voices in their heads got too loud they spent the night out on his roof talking about their future in the stars and it didn’t matter that neither of their parents approved or that their grades were slipping from pure distraction or that she might be moving if she doesn’t get her act together because theirs is the kind of affection that means knowing morning breath and inside thoughts and loving each other because of it all