I wish to **** myself 'Coz i loved you And you did too But neither was brave enough to say it We both kept waiting for the other one to make the move And ultimately life just pushed us apart in different directions It was such a cowardly relationship If only i had said those words..... You are married now You have 2 kids When i see you now...honestly it's hard to look at you My heart just pains Every inch of my existence just bites me My soul weeps And no amount of consolation can comfort it So i wish to die Probably death will help relieve the pain 'Coz life is not making matters any easy