Ma is sitting on the porch just before the laid out crumble of stone outlined by brick and mortar iron bands, gold shell casings and silence except for the sky did you know colors can speak burnt orange clouds like fluffed up dried blood its been raining for years on shirts, on limbs on the inside of women’s thighs bitten by the cold unforgiving— that’s how we got here the place where we are shown what we have shown what does Pa think of all this? he’s looking right up at that sky scarred and singed defiant in his brokenness feelings awash amid the rubble now comes the season of atonement.
Last month I went to Germany for the first time, and learned a lot about World War II and its effects on the people who participated in it. I wanted to think about a little boy, growing up at this time, and what it might be like for him to look out at the effects of the war, just after it concluded.