The scent of your skin
Has been carved inside my brain
The sounds you used to make
As I made you mine each night
Are alive in my deepest thoughts...
Your deep and intense eyes
Full of curiosity, always wanting more
I carry with the pain in my heart...

Your face never lied... I knew...
I knew when you felt happy
I knew when you were sad
I knew when the moment was coming
When you were going to end this...
My heart knew as it slowly cracked.

I was hoping you'd realize
What you meant to me,
I was hoping you wouldn't do it,
I was hoping for my heart.

But I knew...
It was terrifying, painful...
And still is...
The memories hunt me,
It ****** *****!
I wish I could have your scent back...
I wish I could have your eyes on me again,
I want to hear the sounds...
I need to feel your skin...
But I can't...