falling for that clerk that toasted your bagel first thing in the day, winking at the guy next to you at the gas pump as he admires your Femme ride--
this girl in my heart shies away from feeling, but expresses so much--
like knowing how to skate but refusing to because of how free and happy it makes her---
Pump the breaks! Seize the ******* day!
it's okay if those temporary others don't share those feelings, but rather acknowledge your gratitude and shift their own thinking--
that clerk's job isn't meaningless, that guy at the pump isn't a creep--
meeting the right human at the exact Cosmic time is absurd, thrilling and anxiety-causing but smiling at those that pass through makes the big things seem so much smaller--
just breathe, fellow traveler it gets easier--
Life can be a cluster-**** of emotion but that's no reason not to try. (01.31.2016)