The clock strucks midnight another day set down out of misery plaintive songs the stars sing another dismal night born born to the hope of resuscitation. It falls in trapped in warmth of storm that could never detach a leaf on the top of it wails a passing wind for it never evanesced a teardrop, and soaked with my teardrops there lies my favorite pillow golden brown,torn waiting to feel my heartbeats in sync with your footsteps. But you never rang my bells that whimsical tune set for your phone call never buzzed, and the beach near your place we were to make sand pyramids at, lies barren,lifeless. What i hear over the sound of sea waves hitting a stone best of your venomous words three months back you spit out,then left. In those few moments of your stay my heart barely felt anyone's presence. Now,here i stand on my knees impaled by the silence stagnating my valor since then begging for the echoes. What if the words sound pungent, they're yours anyway! It is dark outside love, and that fainted light on the top of the tower few meters from my window never signalled your sojourn! so i stay awake untangling the variables of Algebra to shape the letters of your name & engrave it over my wrist then wash it away so easily in the morning. Though the feelings remain intact once warm,now as cold as mid december but unlike december it conspires to last longer. Longer that forever devoid of the smudges of broken trust. Hoping,Wishing,Waiting will you ever come? Or am i not? Not even worthy of a goodbye? you left without a single word whom should i try & look beautiful for? The dark patches underneath my eyes horrid and unseemly No,i dont wanna stay up at night reading your message to your first love but eulogise the drastically beautiful eyes you've got. Mornings never brought bliss. sunrays burnt my eyes rather make it shine. These damaged eyes find you ten folds better than every other 6 feet tall guy because no one else treads over my heart meliorating every bit of it, the way you do then coerce it to fall in for your guiltless flaws. And if you remember we met each other, virtually around this month two years back. I fell adrift. Hoping you'd clasp me it hurt more than it could more than it should and if you choose to ruin me, let me be ruined! For the sake of the smile i'm irrationaly in love with! Yes, I am in love with you! frantically,passionately,psychotically and willingly staying there. You seem content unquestionably! yet this heart longs to hear it in your voice. Are you doing fine my love? Will i ever know? For i'm just a wish away but you? 1762 Kilometers!