Do your dreams ever wander to the first time our hands brushed against each other? Maybe they stroll to the moment your heart sighed in relief as I kissed back? My dreams do not wander to these lovely memories. My dreams are these memories. I worry that I am not worth your dreams anymore. Kissing you has no passion these days. You stiffen when I reach for your hand. Is this the end of our love story? I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you. I'm sorry I was never good enough. I'm sorry.
I scribbled this on a napkin while you were in the other room.