Do you know what it feels like to be alone
Locked away inside your head cause you don't where you belong
Every single day and night stressing tryna stay strong
But even you know eventually you're gonna be getting a call Home
Sometimes I wonder why my life had to change
Why do I gotta live with fact that I got a ****** up brain
Why is it that most of my thoughts are suicidal today
I didn't know it was going to be this much of struggle to enjoy my days
Almost every day I wake up an wished I didn't
I forgot what its like to be a happy person livin
They say your life isn't that bad but they don't see with your vision
I've seen my own death in hundreds of different ways
I get told to ask God for help and that I need to pray
I got scars all over my body that'll never go away
But nobody will ever understand the pain...