I was giving you a chance and
You blew it.
You hurt my pride...
The inner and deepest part of my heart.

Now I'm no longer sad or upset...
I'm hurt yes... but mostly I feel angry
Angry because I let you in...
Because I was actually vulnerable
And I let you see it...
Angry because I let myself feel again.

My mind was right all along...
Telling me not to reach out for you,
But my heart just wanted you close again.
I messed up...
I listened to my heart
Shut down my brain.

I should've known better...