Don't leave me alone without music
Don't leave me alone with my thoughts
Don't let the silence take over my room
Don't let my mind start wondering...

I can't stand the silence
I must turn up the volume
Music on high in every room...
I can't let my thoughts take over my mind

I feel the words start forming
start making sentences, ideas, memories...
I feel the ache in my heart coming back...
I'm not ready to deal with the silence in the room
I'm not ready to deal with the thoughts in my brain...

I have to get up, start moving...
I need to do stuff, whatever it is...
I can't be alone with my thoughts,
I can't let the silence take over my room...

I'm not ready to deal with it...
not yet...
I just want to hear the music
I have to get lost in it...