If what you think you're doing is helping me, I'm not going to tell you that it's not. For you don't need to know the pain of worthlessness that you are making me feel For you will not understand. Instead of you unknowingly destroying me, I will subconsciously destroy myself.
Your evenings are now my mornings Your garbage are now my things Your suns are now my rains Your pleasures are now my pains Your naughts are now my kinks Your poisons are now my drinks Your heights are now my shrinks Your breaks are now my links
Everything that I'll do to myself Will be my own responsibility. Every kind of pain I'll inflict to myself: Physical Mental Emotional will not be your fault. For this destruction was because of me. For I have destroyed myself.
First two italicized lines are based from Set It Off's "Miss Mysterious". It got stuck in my head and inspired me to write this thing.