Where does it start now? Where does it begin? The writing has been on the wall awhile now, Just like my sin. But my procrastination, Has left me caved in. My life is certainly a mess now, Like a ***** diaper bin. I don't know how long I can last, Being this tired and unable to get past. All the things life requires of me to grow, Even though my fears and uncertainties show. Let the light shine in.