I try to mend this fragile heart As my confidence decreases Everything is falling apart As I try to pick up the pieces Deceitful lies, blind my eyes To all this pain that I've internalized I've been in denial for miles My psyche defiled, my emotions exiled And when I put myself on trial, I always give myself the death sentence It makes my dark side smile, Just imagining my breath endin' There's got to be some way out, but I just can't seem to find it And my past remains unchanged, no matter how I wish I could rewind it These thoughts, they feel like splinters, in my melancholy mind Seems like my moments of sorrow are greater than all the joyful ones combined And my idea of "happiness" has never been well-defined