I want to feel nothing next to you
Not that I am nothing
I am everything
I am loving and loyal
With my own fire
I do not need your matches

If I could open my mouth
I wouldn't say anything
Because I'm too scared they'll all know
Eyes staring at me
Mouths open
Words like thorns slicing my body
My petals each falling one by one

I wish I didn't shake in thought
Or dream in longing
Hands in hands
Cheeks against palms
Lips against anything that is you
I wish I was void
Because I am not nothing
But my feelings make me so
I cannot be this way

I know you don't believe in him
But for Gods sake
try for one moment to stop
To take back every part of your soul
So I no longer have to hate myself
For my sake
Let me feel nothing