my eyes were feverish and my head, it spun
i was almost delirious due to the pain in my abdomen
the frost of winter and the ice in my heart
slowly, slowly they tore me apart.
fragile and tortured, i lay in bed
the thoughts of you running through my head
and as the Morning Light entered through a break in the curtain
i felt your arms wrap around me to stop the hurting
your breath on my neck seemed to melt me inside
i let the tears flow, i didn't have to hide
you whispered to me darling i'll never let you go
just feel better, i'm here, you're not alone
rest your weary head on my chest and just breathe
darling i'll stay with you as long as you need
forever i whispered forever remain
you're the only one who can take away the pain
forever you whispered forever i'll stay
without me you'll never have to live a day
sleep a sweet slumber my sweet angel
i'm here now my love, there is no danger
my breathing regulated and your heart beat me a lullaby
and i felt calm, safe and blissful for the first time
i'm not quite sure when i fell asleep
but i fell asleep knowing you were next to me
Morning come, i found myself on a sterile single bed
with beads of a fevered sweat on my forehead
the sheets was made and your scent didn't remain
i asked them why you were no longer there to take away the pain
it's your delusion, child, he was never here
please get him off your mind, my darling dear
your fever it rises with the thoughts of him
you're burning dangerously from the outside in
you'll die if you don't cooperate with us
let go of this illusion of your love
he's long gone or maybe he never existed-
no! i cry *no he did he did!
he loved me he'd never leave me, God forbid
he held me last night as he's held me since the first day
he'd never leave me he'd never go away
it's you in the white coats keeping me so ill
he's my medicine my only way to get well
you're keeping me from him because you want to see me hurt
you cruel cruel men you like to watch me burn
he is not the problem it is you, it is you!
he is my love and my cure it is true, it is true!
but without him this fever won't leave and this pain won't surrender
i'll die! i'll die before the end of this weather!
oh doctor oh doctor give him back to me
oh doctor oh doctor don't keep him from me
oh doctor oh doctor i'll die can't you see
oh lover oh lover return, return to me please