.... a n d y o u 'r e n e v e r w a k i n g u p.

        It's numb, it's cold
                          But at least, I'm still being held; I'm still being wanted
   I can feel his heartbeat, but no love
                                                           ­                                 Just freezing cold lust                                      I shouldn't be here
               But where do I go?
                                                            ­               If I leave, I'll be alone again
        The crushing weight of solitude, more than I can bear
                                                           ­       Even if I'm unloved, I'm still wanted              
                              And that is all I've ever wanted
               Even if he's cold
             Even if my heart is left with scars, open and bleeding
            Even if I'm surrounded by chains
  I can't leave
      *I won't leave